anxiety: they hate you
me: who hates me
anxiety: they
I just want to cut and starve and overdose and basically destroy myself because I can’t fucking do this anymore
do you ever see a really thin girl irl and you just get upset because you don’t look like her bc same
I have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life
Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .
no offense but I look forward to having a healthy way of thinking and coping and living
don’t get me wrong I want sex and I want your body on mine and I want to make you moan but more than that I just wanna fall asleep with your arms around me and your hand in mine and not a care in the world
i have 3 moods:
- skips every song on my ipod
- lets the music play without interruption
- plays the same song on repeat for days